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To whoever hears this—
Im sorry.
I thought I could fix this. I really did.
For months Ive watched the minds of friends, family—my own colleagues—crumble.
The parasite… it’s not fast, but it’s merciless. It gnaws at the memory, the will, the soul.
I ran trials. I wrote formulas in blood and bile. Nothing worked. Nothing slowed it down.
And now, I feel it too.
My thoughts slip like sand. Names I’ve known forever vanish. The mirror shows a stranger.
Theres no cure. There’s no salvation.
They say the lobotomy helps—that it “opens the mind.”
Thats a lie.
It hollows you. It kills whats left. And yet, its all we have.
So I go under the blade
now—not for hope but
to escape the gnawing in 24 hours
Maybe somebody will respond to to my calls. If you have anything. Reach out on drbturnerphygongenetics@gmail.com
I give you 24 hours from this message being uploaded
Ive failed. Not just myself… all of us.
We are spiraling into darkness.
Forgive me.
[Dr. B Turner]